Asa Boxer’s poetry and articles have been published in
Poetry London, Arc, Books In Canada, Maisonneuve, and
Canadian Notes & Queries. His books are
The Mechanical Bird (Signal Editions, 2007), and, most recently,
Skullduggery (Signal, 2011). He is a past winner of the CBC/enRoute poetry competition and
The Mechanical Bird won the Canadian Authors Association Prize. He is the son of poet Avi Boxer, who was active in the Montreal writing scene through the 1950s and 60s. He resides in Montreal, Quebec.
An Old Skulldugger’s Testament
When you’re done, you’ll have my heart
in a jar; for now, take my sixth finger
as deposit. Come, let’s make a saint of me.
Shrink my head, grind my bones
for fetish dust; break me up into a bric a brac
of conversation pieces. Pass me round.
Some say there is an extra gland
that cheaters and liars grow,
but either I lack the sense to smell it,
or I’m like one who having eaten
of the garlic, has lost his nose to it.
Others say they’d first be clipped
before becoming a hermit and a miser.
But, no sir—I will not be herded;
I will not give up my prairie-oysters.
Don’t roll your eyes. Consider
my bottomless fondness
for all creatures that cannot harm me;
consider that to keep my whole self
before you at every exchange
would be an act of penance
and no way at all to wangle a gain.
In my defence, I was nursed upon
the milk of fairy-tales; I was bred
upon gossamer philosophies.
Pursuing happiness, I rubbed up
against the limits of my heart,
and found the walls slide
and felt the moral ground give.
For what you choose to trust
is circumstantial. Wicked finds
wickedness wherever he seeks.
And love is baffled by her own cruelty.
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